stuck

i'm always getting stuck. i never see through to the end, i step in wade about halfway through and then lie there. i forgot where i was going, or what i was even going there for. i forgot who meant what, and why. mostly i get stuck on people. some people are hard for me to let go...

it'd be best for me to just find someone who's on the same wave-length and just let go. and when i feel like i've found that person, always something is wrong. i'm on my own, and i'm stuck there. it would be lonely if it weren't so comfortable convinient.

Weird dream

I had the weirdest dream. In one part of it I was talkin to Claire on AIM and we were talking about home coming and she goes I have bad news but then all her text gets weird and illegible. Then She keeps pasting me stuff, like it's reasons but I still can't read. Then I remember it's my mom's birthday but my mom wakes me up in real life and says I forgot her birthday... kinda weird.

Work

I think I'm gonna work at gelatos

Well

Well Claire told me this is better than Xanga... I donno, I'm skeptical but I'm trying it out. So. Hi!