stuck

i'm always getting stuck. i never see through to the end, i step in wade about halfway through and then lie there. i forgot where i was going, or what i was even going there for. i forgot who meant what, and why. mostly i get stuck on people. some people are hard for me to let go...

it'd be best for me to just find someone who's on the same wave-length and just let go. and when i feel like i've found that person, always something is wrong. i'm on my own, and i'm stuck there. it would be lonely if it weren't so comfortable convinient.